Am I a terrible person; inside and outside?

On Friday, May 20th, 2011, I, along with my father, my mother, and my brother, drove to Englewood Hospital and Medical Center in Englewood, New Jersey. Although it was raining outside, I still took the liberty of driving to the hospital so that my father won’t miss his doctor’s appointments. After my father’s medical appointments, I drove to ShopRite, where my mother and I went to buy some more groceries. After ShopRite, my mother and I went to Rite Aid, where my mother and I filled my father’s prescriptions. After Rite Aid, I started to get out of the parking space. This is where everything had gotten totally bad. I was backing out of my parking space, and my father was yelling at me constantly, and continued to holler at me all the way home. I even told my mother that my father has copied himself inside each and every person in the world, programming them to yell at me whenever they see me or hear my name. Everyday, I regretted getting my driver’s license, being his daughter, and being entirely different than everyone else. My father has been both bullying and threatening me since I was born, which is why NO ONE in the world would want to hire me, because they would rather hire women with nice fathers, whereas my father is, and always will be, a complete and total bully; inside and outside; and which is also why NO MAN in the world would want to marry me, because they only marry women whose fathers are extraordinary, as well as kind and wonderful; inside and outside. I’m the only African-American woman in Englewood, New Jersey, that is, always will be, forever single, forever childless, and forever unemployed. I’m a complete and total loser; inside and outside; because unlike ALL beautiful women, I’m the only ugly African-American woman; inside and outside; whose both stupid and weird enough to let her father beat, bully, punch, slap, and threaten her.