Nobody likes me--a journal entry i wrote a while back. What do yall think about this?

It's a friday night, and im sitting all alone. I have no friends, nobody to call or no one to call me. I'm always by myself and I very solemn get attention (positive attention). I'm kind of sad and I feel like everybody hates me for some reason. I think about all the feuds I had with people I never did anything to. All the people who mistreated me, talked about me, and made me feel bad. Nobody wants me to be around them. I feel like a freakin misfit. I've been feeling that way for years. I've been in fights in school, suspended, hollered at and screamed at by girls and older women...just stuff i've been through in my life. The only time people seem to like me is when they want something from me or want me to do something for them. I try to stay away from people as much as I can, because I never have a bad day when I'm by myself. It's just me. The person that loves me the most is me. I laugh and talk to myself, trying to be my own best friend when I'm alone. I'm not weird or crazy, but I would have imaginary best buds every once in a while. I wouldn't dare to tell anybody that though. They'd snatch me up and put me in a mental institute. But nobody likes me and they don't want me around. Everybody wish I was dead. People like everybody, but nobody likes me. I understand,though. I will leave them alone. I'll just chill by myself and be my own best friend.