I hate my parents so much. :( long.. Please read. ?

I'm so sorry to hear this...you are being abused both physically and emotionally! People of older generations often grew up this way and see this behavior as normal. It is not! Find a councelor or trusted extended family member or older family friend and TELL THEM what is going on! If you see your dad beating on anyone...get away where you can call the police. In the short term, he will be pissed, but he needs help and your mom is what they call an enabler. He will be court ordered to get the anger management he apparently needs. Don't hurt yourself anymore and DO NOT put up with this. You deserve better!!